i am sorry...

today...
u came from kl to kampar to find me...
i m surprise...
i dun knw tat u wil come find me bcs of tat...
summore dun knw the route of kampar...
i dun knw how much guts u put out to do tis decision..
i am really sorry...
i told u my reason edi...
y u stil wan torture urself like tat...
y dun u cheer up urself...
b a better man....
tat time...
oni chase...oso not late wat...
for now eh me....
honestly...
i dun really hav much time to owiz msg n on call wif fren unless those fren in UTAR or kampar...
long distance eh relationship wont last long...
n...is it not the right timing for me to hav relationship right now btw u n me...
tis few weeks...
u hav said many ting tat make me touch..
but ...the feeling diff jor...
i dun really knw wat u say whether is real or not...
i dun really believe in ETERNAL LOVE after u n him eh incident...
so...I AM SORRY...
PLS FORGIVE my cruel n hard-hearted...
I AM REALLY SORRY....
i hope u dun giv up in ur study...
there are stil many unforseen chances n opportunity out thr..
y muz now...
is it status chg then everyting chg ?
y ting cnt remain the same as now v hav ?
y dun wan appreciate on wat v hav for now ?
mayb v can get smtg tat is more precious from tis...
mayb tat time v really mature enuf to handle our own stuff well..
v can stil like last time aneh...
tell me watever tat happen on u ....
share everyting ....although the status is diff...
now eh me dun really hav much time...
i owiz hav assign discussion...tutorial...n housework to do...
even when i m free...i oso prefer rest liao tat time..
or go play n enjoy at outside ....do u feel tat wil b better if the status chg from fren to gf ?
it wil be more suffer to u nia...
i tink u wil be very very very hate me right now...or mayb forever...
sorry for din go outside to hav a talk wif u...
i am sorry to make u down...
i am sorry to make u fall ...
i am sorry to make u disappointed again n again..
i am sorry to break ur heart again n again...
i am sorry not to giv u even one chance...
i am sorry ...for EVERYTING I DID ...

I AM SORRY !!!!