haha...crazy me..

recall back my memory...
there are lots of things that i have never done with all my ex in the past...
LOL...
i never go out shopping with them alone ...but with whole bunch of friends together with HIM...
what i do the most with my ex...
watched movie...
eat ...
gathering with friend together with HIM...
hmmmm...
THAT"S ALL !!!
omg...i could not imagine..hahaha...
memang boring right together with me....hahahahahhahahahaa...
seems like nothing to do with me when paktoh with me...
haha...kinda pity them..
BY THE WAY...FROM my PAST EXPERIENCE...
I DAMN HATE UNDERGROUND LOVE...
go watched movie...need choose different plaza from others...in order to PREVENT FROM BEEN KNOW BY OTHERS ...
really so malang meet tiok friends...
we need separate ourselves from holding each other hands IMMEDIATELY ...
OR...
we need to hide ourselves or run away from been SEEN by OTHERS...
if cannot escape...then...when others ask about...is her your girlfriend ...
he will definitely give an answer...NO..ME AND HER JUST FRIEND...MAI SIAO...
hahahaha....silly right....couple...but does not look exactly like couple from outsider...
means...WE kena HIT SAMPAI MATI ALSO CANNOT ADMIT THAT WE ARE COUPLES...
is kinda suffer actually...
especially...when other guys ask about...are u single ....YOU need to answer..YA...I AM ! especially when whole bunch of friends including him asking this question...
is kinda suffer...when someone belong to YOU...is actually FAR from YOU...but NEAR with OTHER GIRLS...ONLY NEARWITH YOU IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT...
you need to always tell yourselves that...YOU MUST TRUST HIM...HE LOVES YOU TOO although he is always surround with many girls and everyone do gossip about the relationship between HIM and OTHER GIRLS... HAHA !
what you can do is...LIE YOURSELVES AGAIN !
you will feel like...NO SECURITY AT ALL when together with HIM...
even he always telling you that the one he loves is YOU...TRUST HIM....but..
SHOULD YOU CONTINUE TRUST HIM OR SHOULD NOT ??
when this kind of situation last longer...

when YOU started to show YOUR DISTRUST TOWARDS HIM...
the situation GET WORST !! haha....
so....I WON''T WANT TO STEP INTO UNDERGROUND RELATIONSHIP AGAIN !! NEVER !!!

should appreciate the guy that really love you..stay right beside YOU when you are sad ..happy...
the guy that share everything with you...the guy that will worry about you when you back home late...
the guy that will care about what you feels...what you talk...the guy that will lay out his true feeling to you and ONLY TO YOU...the guy that will give you chances to said your things but not him said about himself all the while...the guy that really show his support to you when you need him by his action...
IS HARD TO FIND OUT SUCH GUY ...LOL...
i failed to find one too...thats why..I AM STILL SINGLE ! FOR REAL ! hahhahahahahahaha

PS:  IF YOU DON"T LIKE WHAT I WROTE...then...JUST SKIP MY PAGE .

picca ^^

                                                                     i love tis game !! XD

                                                            keat...gin ceong diao..hahaha

                                                    small finger VS big finger  ^^

                                                                SIEW n SHAN ....XD

                                                                 MS. GRASS wif tattoo..^^

                                                           pretty bo both of us ? ^^...

                                                                 starbucks....^^

                                                     Eu Jin ..Me..Keat....^^..love tat

                                                            LULU LAI wif ME !!!

                                                             two strangers...haha

                                                           me n tplee...long time no c...haha

                                                               me n lu lu lai..hahaha

                                                           sasa....wif tplee...^^


my few picca ! when i were in pg...juz simply love it.....really enjoy those days going out ....
^^.....i wan go many many place.....

bac ? mai bac?

hmmm...wan bac pg or nt leh...
haizz...
someone help me pls...><...
bac or not...
bac...nid money...bo bac...
abit bo mood study...
bac..car very hurt...haha..then nid drive bac kampar again...
reach kampar..ko nid like cny aneh clear n clean my room..=.=...
i hate tat much..haha...
haiz..
bac pg...mian worry so much...everyting got mummy...
but then...
haizz...mai owiz waste money bcs of i bac hometown...=.=...swt...
BAC OR NOT !!!!!! T________T

the days i skip class juz to back penang ...^^

hmmmmm....
last week...fri bac pg...^^
tis mon oni pia bac to kampar..hhaha..
bac pg mia moment...really is the best !!!
dun knw y...but the feeling...i bac to a place tat i familiar wif....
people...place...food...everyting !!
i DO MISS EVERYTHING at PENANG !!!!!
hari hari eat ho liao ...go out...
although nowadays din owiz got ppl or U fetch me liao...
haizz...HAHA...
but stilll..
i willing to go out ...
wif bro...parents...frens.. hehe...
get to eat lok lok...but not my FAV TOM YAM LOK LOK at pasar malam...><...
is seafood lok lok..aikz....
then...go butterworth eat alot of things....^^...
lulu...keat..elisa...tp..wc...alyson...wen ling...
then then...nex day..go watch mv wif aka...MEGA MIND !!! 3D sommore !!! woots !!!
i like it !!!! 
then nitez...supper wif ms n my bro them...
then bac hs...play sdo til 4am to make sure tat i am awake !!
bcs nid wake my bro up so tat he can go marathon...
OMG...nex day ...go pasar n pai ang gong wif my mum..haha...
totally dun knw how to pray at all by holding the stick n candle..!! =.=....
hahaha...weird right...i am chinese..but dun knw alll tat...
then...dinner wif my family !!!!! BIG WOOTSSssSssSsssssss!!!!!
thai restaurant again !!!! wa suka !!! haha...
pedas dao....haha...
then nex day..bac kampar...haizz....hahahaha....
tats all for my pg honey moon....

nice paragraph...HUI...tis is for u too....tell HIM

两个人在一起时，你就知道我是这样的人了，




我霸道，我难懂，我无理取闹，我不可理喻，



可是你还是牵起了我的手对我说那句我爱你，



我感动了，相信了，流泪了，靠在你怀里了...







后来，我们吵架，你说我霸道，你说我任性，



但你是否还记得从前你对我说过的那一番话呢？



我天生就是霸道，我不会为了爱你而妥协，



我也知道你很在乎我，难道我的心中就不在乎吗？



难道你以为我吃饱了没事做，爱与你吵架吗？



你说我难哄，其实只是你不知道怎么哄我，



争吵后，你知道我生气了，除了电话响个不听，



你什么也不会做了，但我却还是原谅了你，



因为我也在乎，我也不希望我们只能走到这里，



不接你电话不是我不在乎，只是我还在生气，



气消了，自己心中最爱的那个人始终还是你...







你要知道，要是我不在乎，你连让我发脾气的本事都没有，



你要知道，要是我不理你，你根本就没有机会可以找到我，



你要知道，要是我不爱你，想当初你就不可能牵得到我的手，



我难哄，那是天性，与对你的爱有多少无关，



其实我很容易哄，只是你觉得难了，



除了不停地call来，不停地短信来，



仔细去想想，你哄我的方式有变过吗？



但为什么，每一次我都还是回到你的身边？







这世上没有难哄的情人，只有不爱你的人，



他爱你，无论你用什么方法去哄她，他都会回来，



如果他不爱你，你就在一起的机会也不可能会有，



记得，不爱你，当初他就不会选择你，



选择了你，他就不会轻易想要放弃，



如果有一天，他不再接受你哄他回来，



那就就证明，他不再爱你了，



又或者是，你已经让他绝望了...

sienNnnnNNnnnnnn

haizz...
can someone accom me ??
recently...
I AM REALY SO DAMN FREE !!!!!
anyone can save me out from here ??
i dun even knw wat to do..
dun even knw who to talk wif....

I AM SORRY

i am so so so sorry that i did not show my respect to U ...
i am so so so sorry that i again ki siao for no reason to U...
i am so so so sorry that i again laid out such hurtful sentence to U...
i am so so so worry that if there is an end between US...
i am so so so worry that if U would not forgive me ...

hui...quote from u..i like tis..

她很傻..


貌似很花心, 其实很专一

貌似很坚强, 其实比谁都要脆弱

貌似很开心, 可是笑容背后的哀伤谁又能懂



很多时候 她都是在自我折磨

明明很爱很爱对方 却宁愿心痛的死掉

也选择 放手 然后转身离开



很多时候 她很好懂 她害怕孤单

因为一个人的时候 她会胡思乱想

会想起那个模糊却又清晰的脸庞

因为一个人的时候 她们会觉得很没安全感

她们的要求总是那么的低 只要爱着的那个人陪着她就好



很多时候 她很敏感 很容易猜疑

一个眼神 & 一个动作 都会让她神经兮兮一整天

所以不要让她恐慌 不要让她伤心 如果你是那么爱着她…



很多时候 她在感伤…

不是她多愁善感 只是容易触景生情罢了

她喜欢用文字来刻写她的心情 这也是她的一种寄托方式



很多时候 她处在矛盾之中

是继续还是暂停 是放弃还是坚持

看似感性的她们 却往往于最后 总是让理性驾驭整个思维



很多时候 她很害怕

担心那同样的遭遇 忧心那同样的伤痛 找上门

都对自己谨慎着 每一段会发生的可能性



很多时候 她总是活在过去

她总是不经意地在现在的生活中找一些似曾相识的感觉

及存在那 美好的回忆里



很多时候 她害怕看见别人的甜蜜

不是嫉妒 只是会觉得和以前的自己好像

然待过往的疼痛唤醒自己 的意识

再一个人慢慢舔舐自己的伤口



很多时候 她很执著

有时候不明白她在坚持着什么

她是在期待那个没有结局的故事的结局还是在等待更大的伤害…

她 就是傻爱上了 就会像个洋娃娃 任意的摆动…



她 缺点太多 脾气太臭 不仅任性 而且敏感多疑…

所以要么不要靠近她们, 要么就用真心对待她们

因为她们的心是脆的 很脆… 伤不起…



about me

我， 一个很唯我独尊。。。
一个脾气很暴燥。。。
一个很容易吃醋。。。
一个很大小姐。。。
一个很敏感。。。
一个不喜欢把不开心的事都摊出来说。。。
一个很自私。。。
一个很自我。。。
一个很刁蛮。。。
一个很任性。。。
一个很阴晴不定的。。。
女生。。。

如果你不喜欢这样的我，
就请你别来招惹我 ！

FAMILY DAYS in KAMPAR for the 1st time

6th and 7th of nov...
my parents came kampar find me !!
hahahaha...
i am so so so DAMN excited and happy..
although there is no place to bring them go...
aha...
they bring me go c doctor..
n...WAT THE HELL...the doctor said to me...he not dare to do operation for me...
ask me bac penang do ! KNS ! summore...din hav medicine for me..n write a medicine for me n go pharmacy buy....WTF !
kampar...make me feel hopeless ! omg...even doctor..swt..
then then...have a long chat wif daddy n mummy...
then suddenly wan bring me...elisa n km go ipoh stay hotel n then go out play the nex day...
haha..but..they all dun wan...so...
v choose to go eat holiao in kampar !!
go til tat RESTAURANT...lol..order alot of dishes...
BI PA DUCK ! the most beh ki mia !! OMG....
si pek KERAS ! swt..disappointed...
should go hotel eat buffet..
then me..km n shan bac hostel..dady n mumy go tesco sapu lot of stuff for me..
all biscuit !! HAPPPYYYYYYY!!!!
then they slp me n shan mia room...
the nex day..IPOH !!!!
go temple 1st..then eat...then ipoh parade...
^^...
while v watch mv...THE TAKERS !
dady n mumy go paktoh n shopped around...
then v meet together n had our dinner at foodcourt...^^
then bac kampar..
dady n mumy oso bac to pg...sad...
^^...tats all for my last sat n sun...

YOU

is it break liao d cnt be fren bac...LOL
is it that hard ....
but..i can see that from U that time ....that day...that moment..
haha....
kinda sad to knw tat....
LOL..
u ..CHANGE ALOT TOO...

genting trip...^^