3 paper to go...

three more paper to go ...
one main paper...two resit paper...
marketing...14 chap..n i din even touch one pg of it...
but i knw tat i can NEVER FAIL MY THEORY SUB!!!!
as no matter how i oso wil burn the midnite oil in order to score it..
actually i really din hav confident to pass my QS...
but...there is someone who owiz tell me tat i can do it..
n now i really work hard for it...i m trying to help myself from being fail again..
although oso got ppl feel tat i siao siao din take it seriously..
can u juz giv me support oso ?
every single word tat u said actually wil affect my confident n make me down..
impossible tat i myself oso dun hope to get a PASS for it for tis time ...
is it i m tat kind of person tat really dun knw tink ?
i wil work hard juz to fight for the tings i wan oni ?
wat i wan n aim for actually i knw it clearly...

AZA !! AZA !! FIGHTING !!!

盧學叡 - 可不可以愛我

為什麼如此的安靜
為什麼明明想靠近　卻還在遲疑
努力的我保持鎮定　努力開拓話題　
最後卻潰不成軍

＊為什麼如此的美麗
深刻的烙在心裏　 最溫柔的酷刑
每一天無法不想你　
連閉上眼睛　怎麼都是你

你可不可以愛我　可不可以想我
雖然我對自己沒有一點的把握　
別害怕我難過　告訴我你真實的感受
至少忐忑已告一段落　

你可不可以愛我　可不可以看我
反正看或不看　我依然失魂落魄
成全不是美德　
拒絕也不是一種罪過　
你能給我　
快樂還是寂寞

REPEAT＊

想念燃燒個不停　
我快置身灰燼　
你是我的呼吸　

你可不可以愛我　可不可以想我
雖然我對自己沒有一點的把握　
別害怕我難過　
告訴我你真實的感受　
至少忐忑已告一段落　

你可不可以愛我　
可不可以看我　
反正看或不看　
我依然失魂落魄　
成全不是美德　
拒絕也不是一種罪過　
你能給我　能給我什麼　
快樂還是寂寞

ps: tis song reflex diao my feeling...i so so addicted to tis song...

I HATE OB!!!

again...
i pek cek to myself...
again...
i lepas geram on somone...
hahax..
really guilty nia...
but wat to do...
hahax!!
i hate my brain...
y cnt like scanner like tat ...
scan all the theory in a second...
kek ki nia...
study til last...
stil dun knw wat m i study about...
juz knw wat i study eh is ORGANIZATION BEHAVIOUR !!!!
wan write using comman sense..
tat STUPID LEC say SURE FAILED !!!
wat the ...
OB ...SHIT SUB !!!! I HATE OB !!!!!

无题。。。

i wan watch edison act eh 神枪手。。。
it show up tmr ....
but...i cnt watch it ...
damn it !!!
nid wait til MAY ...
tat time wan jio ppl accom me watch oso hard liao...
haizz...


我。。。好闷。。
为什么。。。
错觉吗??
他对我。。冷了??
还是我又怎么了。。。
怎么。。
觉得好无聊。。。
也许是我习惯了吧。。。

ps:nonsense...simply write...

Empty VS Hopeless..

Exam is juz around the corner...
i totally din hav the motivation tat can push me to study...
haizz...
feels like very EMPTY ...
today is wednesday...
i suppose to go to schl to attend lecturer n also tutorial today..
but ...
i absent again for all classes...
i din even step out from my house..tat mean i whole day stay in house..
i dun knw wat my target is...
wat i hope for...
wat i wan for...
mayb i m HOPELESS><
i knw i cnt continue like tat...wasting my time..
wasting my life n also money from parents...
I WAN CHANGE LIFESTYLE FROM NOW ONWARDS ...
n hope tat i can hav the mood n motivation to do so...

PS: juz simply write to express feeling..it is juz ..TOO BORING...

Sucks exam timetable..Play truant again...

juz now go copy exam time table...
the last resit paper is at 6/5 ...
WAT THE HELL !!!!!!
most of the ppl edi holiday ka dun knw go whr liao..
i stil nid study like hell..=.=|||
mood really bad nia ...
actually i really dun wan resit math...
but wat to do...I FAILED MATH 1 n MATH 2 !! so...haizz..
EXAM...u really CAN MAKE PPL MAD OF IT ...
i wan fast fast holidays fast fast can work..mana zai..
my hope GONE !!! left two weeks holidays...do wat oso cnt ...
all BCS OF RESIT PAPER !!!!!
then..
i ytd ka knw tat my family going to BANGKOK on tis fri..
i ko tot is nex week...
tat mean...i CNT SIAO during my parents not ard !!!!
kek ki ...><
i nid alone stay house for 4-7 days(although my sis din go)...
aikx..
eat alone...sleep alone...all oso alone...can sing AKON eh LONELY liao..hahax
really is ...so hope my bro bo go nia..
like tat ko got ppl buy food for me...but BKL...aikx><
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i start skip all lec for tis week...
actually i oso skip som tutorial...

BAD....

废话篇。。。

心里有个谜。。
我。。。重要吗?
答案。。。
我不知道。。。。
我只是发泄。。。
没心情。。。
为什么? 我不知道。。
只是一堆废话。。。
recently syok tiok a few song...
INSOMNIA...THIS ISN'T LOVE...DAMAGED...爱丫爱丫。。。
i've been a fool...feels like insomnia...
i used to think i would never find the one i can trust ..
siao liao....tats all...

Sad...Sui Siao..Happy..

Ytd ...
after schl...go buy cakes to celebrate my two siao po mia bday...
ELISA N CHIEN HUI...
on d way to the cakes house...
i KENA SAMAN !!!!!!
WTF !!!!!
1st time...I forget to tie my seat belt after go 7-Eleven...
HELL !!!!
i slow down my car ,then when i tried to tie bac ...
the SHIT MATA ...edi raise their hand ask me go
stop aside...
wat the...
d si like tat...
i kena one [BAK KUA] !!!! RM50[can say cheap d] fly away d....
but i edi wan bankrap liao...=.=|||
haizz..after tat...buy liao cake go beach...
my siao po gang...tplee...ze kun..
all take many pics thr...
tat shit ze kun force me to catch the crab[big size eh]...=.=
hai si me scream all the time ..bcs he take the crab com chase me...
i hide whr he oso com find me...SHIT !!! tired u knw...
ho cai at last..i go hide bhind tplee n die oso say dun wan catch..
at last..he let me go...THX GOD...
aftre tat ..headed to mount erskine thr having our western food..nice..
at thr happen mnay funny n sia sui tings btw me n tplee again...aikx==
then...v bac to g block thr bath...1 hr later[wait our chien hui mekap]..
then v go BED...
at 1st v all very sien thr..
after poker n our drink com..WAO !!!
the situation change...n the song start nice...
so v all oso dun wan bac...som more ..while play card ..me n tplee very bad..
he help me to arrange my card...so i win alot when he sit bside me[he sit wif me all day long when at BED]..hahax!!
bcs i scare my mum locked me outside again..
so...i bac ard 1am smtg ...
haiz..they all 3am smtg ka bac...sad..jealous nia...
but ytd my parent bo phone me asking me bac home although edi so late..
hahax1!!
ytd...got many appointment ...very tired....tats all for my ytd...^^

monday...

early in d morning d hav exam d...
I BO LATE FOR TODAY eh TEST!!!!
nan de....yohoo...!!!hahax^^
but i go play n enjoy whole day on sat n sun...
totally forgot bout today actually got test eh ...
wat a gud memory of mine...
but luckily..
i stil got study tiok few chap...
test from chap 4-10...
but i juz study chap 4-7...
ko si filp through tat type...
OMG...
but ho cai...
the essay part i can score all..
juz the obj part...
i can sure correct eh is juz 5 ques...
tat mean stil hav 25 ques i si tiang eh...SWT...
hope can pass la..
after test...break 3 hrs again...
fetch my fren go maybank do her tings..
at thr wasted ard 2hrs..gud...
then i skip lecture again...
go bowling wif frens..
play 4 games..1st time ...OMG...
but 1st n 2nd game i score very high eh marks...
happy nia..hahax!! coz almost same wif they all pro eh kaki ..ko win som of them a bit..proud...^^
then the last two games..my hand bo energy..
finger tiok hurt...T.T
now one finger cacat d..kek sim..T.T
super pain ...
after tat bac home..
jam again...WTH...

Aikx....

tis few days..
i m really tired ...
no y...
coz i myself oso dun knw wat happen to me...
really hope tat i can find a person
for me to rely on ...
c tiok som of fren so sweet ar...
sumtimes wil jealous y they can hav such nice n treat them so gud eh bf....
hahax!
aikx...
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
i really beh syok [her]...
owiz kek tiok me accidentally but i tink she dun knw ...
sumtimes i wil tahan ...
but ...
i not sure tat i can tahan til when..
mayb soon i wil b explode...
SIEW...BE PATIENCE...aikx...

no one can BEAT U DOWN EXCEPT U URSELF !!!

衰到[贴地]的愚人节。。。

今天真是衰到爆啊！！！！！
由于快迟到了(是已经迟到)。。
所以我一路飞车到学校。。。
每一次迟到时，都会塞车。。。炸到=.=|||
9am-11am 的 lect...
由于学校没电流的供应。。。所以----取消！！！！！！！
11am-1pm的lect ...
由于学生 complaint DKA 太热，所以----取消！！！！
他妈的！！！！
本小姐为了上课从大老远赶来，所有的课竟然跟我取消！！！！！
七八早出门却只为了上3pm-4pm 的课。。。。
!@#$%^^&*())^%$$#@ .......
而且。。。
3pm-4pm 的课老师好死不死竟然跟我早放半小时。。。
walao ....
我。。。
无言以对。。。
只能说。。。
今天的我。。。
白白浪费了整天。。。