是借口？ 还是事实 ？

是借口？ 还是事实 ？
你自己知道。。。除了你自己， 没人会懂。
真的需要那么长时间适应吗？
还是从来不把这当做一回事？
你很累吗？ 告诉你， 我比你累 ！
试问，你有尊重过我吗？
从来都没有!!
很骄傲很自大吗这样？
我很想，很想。。知道
我快受不了了。。。

sometimes...

sometimes... i feel that i understand you...
sometimes... i feel that i knew nothing about you...
sometimes... u talk.. u laugh...
sometimes... u mad.. u cold...
most of the time... u don't actually noticed about me...
most of the time... i am just like a shadow for u...
most of the time... u syok... u accom... u bo syok... i am nothing...
most of the time... i invite... u reject... reason... u lazy...
most of the time... u don't even take care of my feeling...
we are just... SO CLOSE ...YET SO FAR...
should i ? LOL... don't know...

La La Ca Ca....

we could not have it all...
rolling in the deep....
u had my heart inside ...in ur hand....
but you play it...with the beating...
^______^....
LA LA LA... is such a nice song the i deeply addicted on it recently...
^_______^....
mood quite good oo ...hehe...
wanna back penang sooonnnnnn ~~~
have some changes recently... weeeee~~~
wanna do my hair so badly !!! argghhhhh !!!
CNY is coming very very sooonnnn !!!
gonna seek for MONEY ...MUMMY... hahahhaa...
pay for my billl !!! tadaa~~~

money !

wanna earn money so badly ....
i want buy many many things lehhhhh ...
wanna buy heels... wanna buy sandals..wanna buy clothes...
wanna buy pants ... accesorries...and many more ...
haizzz... bo work.. d bo money... d cnt buy...
stay in kampar... really make me so damn frustrated nia...
so so so outdated ki eh me...
amboi....totally diff ki ar...
celaka...T_____T ...
god .. save me out of this place please !!
i wanna eat all ho liao !!
penang currently lu open lu many restaurant ar....
arghhhhh !!!! lure me badly !! ishh ishhh !

moody

Today... Wa eh mood bo kong very gud...
Hhy leh?? I knw why.. T-T. ..
If i were her... Will u listen to me?
Lol... Started to doubt on my own status in ur heart..
Qondering who m i for u..
Perhaps i tink too much?
I do hope so is really too much.. So tat i dun hve to
worry that much...
So sorry that i dun feel confident on my own n you...

update update..LOL

long long time bo come update my blog d...
LOL...
i guess alot of spider web here d..
so now i come clear it abit..^^
hmmm.. recently...
not so happy...bcs many ppl go intern...T^T ..
sad die wa.. bo hami lang can accom me all the time when i boring...
no one to talk wif when i m pek cek or boring or sad oso...
haizz..
chek ark ar tis sem...><...
will back penang on thursday..
this is the only thing that make me happy wif it...^_____^
i am waiting for it...hehe...
ok lar... i lazy type d...LOL
will update my blog more frequent d...^^..
i hope i bo lazy !!