ytd eh me.....tmr eh me...

die liao...
exam coming soon...
but tis few days...
wat i have do is...
keep going out...
til midnite ka bac...
=.=...
wat to do....
i feel like if i study oso i dun tink
i can get anyting from it...
so it is better tat i use tat time to do other tings...
(tis mind actually bring me to death...haha..someone pls save me...)
today is d last day i giv myself to play ...
tmr onwards....

i will be DIFFERENT !! (i hope i can do so)

no eyes c liao...

aikx...
wan exam liao...
but juz now i stil can go watch MV...
i edi watch 4 mv in cinema tis two weeks...=.=
i keep on remind myself ...

STUDY !!!STUDY !!!STUDY !!!

open book tat time....
dun knw y i bcom so bo eng ki...
cut nail...walk lai walk ki...play wif hp...
on9 chatting...sms...
=.=
so at last...
today i juz study tiok not more than 5 pg eh tings
in 2 hrs....
no eyes c liao....=.=

watever

never hope...
never disappointed...
once hope...
thr wil be disappointed...
not oni thumb pain....
heart oso pain...
y owiz wan make me disappointed...

extremely pain !!!

today...
i finally hav gut go pull out my whole nail....
the moment i enter the clinic...
i feel wan run away from thr...
but ...failed...catch bac by ppl...=.=
the moment i c d scissors...pliers...syringe...
I WANT RUN !!!
d doctors tell me wont so pain eh..
juz 2 mins then all is over ...
but ...in fact..tat took me 10-15mins to take out my nail!!!
the syringe ...big enuf...
i tot cucuk one time nia..mana zai...cucuk two times...
tears com down...
is really pain...til now the hole of the syringe stil thr...
then...stop crying...go in again...
doctor wan start his show liao...
i close my eyes...
wat can i feel after tat ...
smtg cucuk inside my fresh ...
PAIN !! PAIN !! PAIN !!
again...tears com down...
balut til so many layer...=.=
my thumb now...fatter than last time much more..!!
scary !!
doctor...lie me one...
u...lie me one...
everyone tell me bo pain...
but in reality ..I FEEL PAIN !
no one can knw my feeling tat time n now...
T.T

suckx presentation...

today...
is my presentation day....
b4 presentation....
i at house practice quite a few times...
when present...
kns....
i forget everyting tat i hav memories...!!
hell !!!! really si pek cek !!
felt sorry to u....u hav done so much juz to help me
in tis assign...but i tink i have disappointed u ..
stand thr like idiot...dun knw wan say wat ...
say real...
first time i feel so shame of myself !!!!
i juz keep on to skip my point as fast as i can...
bcs...i dun knw wat to say even though i
hav the concept in my mind...
but..wat to do...i dun knw say it out...
FAQ session...wasai...
teacher ask mia ques...really can say head shot...
ask til i dun knw ans...juz simply ans it...
amazing ques..stupid ans...
ans til teacher oso laugh...=.=
one word describe my presentation...
suckx....!!!!

exam VS bday....ans...exam...

ytd ...
final exam mia timetable com out...
go copy...
again...
my bday fall between final exam...
wat the hell..every year oso like tat...
owiz nid celebrate earlier or later...
who wil so gud go celebrate for me during
the exam time..><
guess oso knw d ans...
dis time mia exam...aikx...
5th of sept edi start....
18th of sept baru finish...really si long ar...

recently ...smtg happen in my house....
make me so so so depressed....
i really hate tat....

memang sien eh life...

1 test....1 presentation left....
kek sim ar....life owiz fill wif these kind mia tings...
sien si me d....

today get bac my account....
fail leh....T.T
aikx...assignnid score very high ka can
pass my course work...
=.=|||

my monday...today....
is damn sien....!!!

busy...disappointed...

quite a long time bo write d..
many tings happen...
very busy...
rush assign...rush homework...rush study....rush test...
make me become moody actually...
cold war wif mum for few days...
take pic wif sl n lj ...
go hang out wif all my lovely frens...
there are stil alot of frens....
juz now...
if she bo take out tat tings from ur wallet.....
i wont knw tat u keep tat for still....
is it stil tat important for u ?
y u stil keep tat...all i dunknw...
i realise that i dun knw much on u ...
so as u ...dunknw may tings of mine...
the moment i c tat tings..actually...
i dun knw wat shud i act like..
stun? surprise? sad? kek ki? angry? or speechless?
i juz can say NTG..ntg i can say besides tat...
got use if i hav tat all type of feeling ??
i dun tink so...
coz i am NOT THAT IMPORTANT as i tink !
caring? loving ? not at all...
soon there will be the end of the story....
is actually disappointed...

accident

today...
early in d morning d go woen hs d...
to complete the assign n submit it on time...
then go new block thr take pendrive from yaya...
wan go print tat time...
reverse eh si bo notice tiok a myvi is right bhind me...
so i straight reverse n thus...
i langgar tiok tat myvi...
pity tat myvi..stop diao then mou tun tun let me langgar...
very loud i langgar tiok eh si...
many ppl c my place here...
then i go down...c my car n his car...
haizz...
actually...i very scared tat time...
dun knw wan call who for help if really got tings happen...
nervous ka si...
but then got ppl...tears cnt roll down..
si ai bin still...
then bac to schl...
submit assign on time...^^