30th of august..

30th of AUGUST...
noon...2pm redbox !!!
wif my bestie SL !!! muackx ..love her so much..
its being such a long time i din go redbox wif her edi...
lol...both of us sing a lot of songs thr !!
then after tat...kun n ah kam come meet wif me...
lol...i forget bring my student id...><...
they charge both of us rm33++ ...LMAO !!
really mahal la..lol..abit sim tia...T_____T
then then...lol...go shopped ard ...memang SYOK the feeling !!!
haha...then me..kun..n ah kam go eat together....
lol...
then...bcs i nid rush bac home to clb bday wif natalie...so..nid to
say bye bye to sl them..haha..so sry...
reach home..wait them fetch me..
headed to Feringgi Garden to hav our dinner...haha...
the environment..NICE !! food ..NICE...but price..NOT NICE !!
haha...then then...headed to
BED...RED....SEGA....after tat...BED again..haha...
have a nice chat wif many of them...^^
then join wif lulu them for supper....
then bac home..bath awhile...again go out...haha..
tat time edi 230am++....=.=...
but bcs nid fetch csl..lol...so ...jasmine come fetch me again...near 330am ka reach hs....
on call wif elisa...
knw many tings...realise many tings...
LOL...MAKE ME HEART BREAK....
tats all for my day...

忘了爱

忘了吗 忘了多远 多少次多少句诺言


忘不了的 谁 挥之不去的缘 依然心动 多少年



熟悉陌生的画面 唤醒封印的思念

注定什么样的你 继承蔓延的思绪

留下牵挂的日记



风划过我的脸 带我回到好远 那一天

原来啊爱 是为了你存在

深藏在几世间 在爱醒来之前

原来时间 走过的每一天

都只是期待着 我和你相遇的起点



梦里是谁的香味 提醒尘封的眷恋

而今什么样的你 是否也想念曾经

曾经牵挂的字句



风带走了从前 却带不走你我 的时间

原来啊爱 是为了你存在

深藏在几世间 在爱醒来之前

原来时间 走过的每一天

都只是期待着 我和你相遇的起点

原来啊爱 是为了你存在

深藏在几世间 早在爱能醒来之前

原来时间 走过的每一天

都只是期待着 我和你相遇的起点



原来啊爱 是为了你存在

深藏的某一段 是谁借了却忘了还

原来时间 是剪不断的圆

就这样遇见你 要继续未完的遗憾

pain...

for the very very very first time..
i being ignore by whole bunch of ppl...
but tat is ok for me..
as i dun really knw them...
but oso...for the very very first time...
i being ignore by u...
go watch mv wif whole bunch of ppl...
but...sumhow i feel tat i am watching alone...
i am leaving behind.. the reason u gave...
long time din meet them...LOL
u din really und wat i mean...
tis is not a gud reason to support all ur action n ur eye sight...
i observed all that...
wat a nice joke ...HAHA...
i meant nothing for u...

ps: dui ni er yan...wo yi jing shen me dou bu shi le...

ignore...

相处得越久，就越能看得出一个人的弱点。。。
n i hope i will never knw all abt tat ...
y u can put urself in others situation but not mine...
y everytime when i try to protect u ...
u oso make me speechless... u wil find 1000 reason to debate wif me...
y dun u juz try tis on others...
y u can juz ignore my feeling ...

HATE THIS VERY MUCH !

HELL !! pls drag them to hell !!

how would u all feel when someone curse ur parent ?!!!!!!
how would u all feel when ppl u know...n oso those UNKNOWN ...curse u die in nasty n dirty  way ?!!!
FUCK THEM OFF !!!!

THE THREE FUCKERS IN OUR HOSTEL !

nowadays...i really knw wat is so called ..IMMATURE...
wat is so called ... TAK KENANG BUDI...
wat is so called ... BRAINLESS...
all this type of character...combine n appear in my hostel !!!
WAT THE FUCKTO HAVE SUCH HOUSEMATE !!!!
FUCK THEM OFF GAO GAO !!!
v treat them as frenss...
so from the starting...can boro car from me everyday....use my petrol like water aneh...
tanpa pay me one sen ...i din count...whenever they wan my car...i straight pia bac no matter how busy i am...
everyday...elisa cook for them...all the ingredient...v din even collect one sen from them...
they eat FOC !!! v oso very kind eh din count...as frens ma ..
mana tau..after v realise that v cant afford to cont FEED THEM FOR FREE...v ma start din cook for them d lur...
wat they do is...STRAIGHT BLACK FACE !!! wat the FUCK of those person !!!
ok ..tis...v nvm d...
now..summore wan post on FACEBOOK that...PLS UPGRADE UR COOKING SKILLS BEFORE HUMILATING UR FRENS TASTE BUDS !!!
eat liao din even pay...summore wan say such tings !!!! HELL THEM...
omg...see liao ...really sucks !!!
beh ki totally !!!! they so wan count wif us...y shud v stil so stupid mai count wif them !!
then...after that steamboat eh incident...v forget abt it d..
now...frens come our hs...eat at 8pm....bac at 10pm...
tat time...although got make noise...but...stil bo aneh bian tai liao...v edi try our best to lower down the volume...IN ORDER TO PREVENT THEM SAY V DISTURB TIOK THE NEIGHBOURS !!!!
that time..rmb o0..8pm-10pm nia o0... bo consider as late o0..
they pun say us luan tiok them wor...v hav the rights to eat wif frens at hs !!!!! PLS RESPECT THIS !! we DIN MAKE NOISE AFTER 10PM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
wat the heck they tinl they are? they AREN'T THE OWNER OF THE HOUSE...summore say stay under one roof...MUZ FOLO RULES N REGULATION WOR...WAT THE HECK !!!!
ho sim la...they thought they hav the power to control all over the ppl around them...
summore dare to post on facebook that...THEIR POWER GENG THAN US !!! v NID RESPECT THEM !!
TAN JIUNN HAN SUMMORE DARE TO POST IN FB TAT DICK HIS LICK IS BETTER THAN OUR COOKING SKILL !!!! walau !!!!!!
ALL FRENS...THIS IS NOT THE FIRST TIME THREE OF THEM POST ALL THE VULGAR WORDS IN FB N SHOOT US INDIRECTLY EDI !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
v do ntg on them...but they keep spam their facebook wif all those immoral ting wor...
lol..summore dare to say v immature...omg...if v r immature...then THEY MUST BE MORE IMMATURE THAN US !!! as they kip spread the ting arond...IMPOSE THE RULES N REGULATION IN ORDER TO MAKE PPL RESPECT THEM !!!!! OMG...I AM REALLY SAD TO C THEM ACT SO !!!

FUCK OFF LA !!! THREE OF THE FUCKER GAIN NO RESPECT FROM US !!!!!!!!!!!!!

v all got pay rental...V ALL DIN OWE THEM ANYTING !!!! even the washing machine v oso PAY THEM !!!
THEY ARE SUCH AN ASSHOLE ...SON OF THE BITCH...BASTARD ....MOCK THEM OFF !!
SUCKER !!!! FUCKER....
sadly to tell u all tat...tan jiunn han n christina ko si study psychology eh...haizz...i feel worried for their patient in future leh...haha..bcs they oso can consider as psycho d...
another one ko si study biotech..i feel three of them INSULTED THEIR OWN COURSE !!!
v not din apologise the steamboat case wif them b4...they din even accept it...
now...rmb dude...8pm-10pm nia..v din wrong too according to the rules...
对不起是一种真诚，没关系是一种风度；如果你付出了真诚，却得不到风度，那只能说明对方的无知与粗俗 。。。

ps...sry for being so rude in this passage...if u dun like tis...pls dun read it...

直接

直接。。。是好还是坏？
我，直接吗？
看情况。。。
对于越普通的朋友，
我就越直接。。。
因为我不会为了我所说过的话后悔。。。
没那个必要。。。
难道我不说。。。你不能让我吗？
我不是不说。。。而是我没想像中那么坦荡荡。。。
说了。。。是博同情还是怜悯？
难道只对特定的人说，也是一种错？
我只对你说，因为我相信你。。。
为什么要无意中把我说过的话当耳边风。。。

我就是这样一个矛盾的人。。。
越要我说， 我就偏不说。。。
我难道不配有任性的时候吗？

ps: emo-ing

many many photo..^____^

NEW BALANCE !!

currently...lazy to write about mood...stuffs...
lol...
but ...tonite..i am happy..
my parent tmr wil come kampar to visit me...^^..
how happy i am...
so excited..
my mum come kampar...juz bcs of i wan go ipoh buy shoes..^^...
touched die me..
HAHAHAHAHAHAHHA!!!!!!
love die my mum...
seriously...i am really happy..haha...
NEW BALANCE !!! I AM COMING TO U !!!

days in penang...

6th of august...
the day bac to penang !!! lol..
reach pg at 7pm smtg...
then leh then leh...pia go pasar mlm wif elisa n oso sarah...^^
eat alot of lok lok thr...unfortunately...
i dream for so long eh tomyam lok lok bo open...><...
then hor...walk ard...buy alot of food...
after tat mcd awhile to met wif sl...lol..
then ...send sarah bac...
headed to coffee island wif my dearest ...SL...
she treat me drinks ..^^...
then hav a long chat wif her thr...nice...i love tis...
bac home...

7th of august...saturday..
went gp for a mv...THE LAST AIRBENDER...wif aka n km...
lol...bad mv....sien die me inside...hai si my pat pat so pain oso bcs of sit so long inside..
then leh then leh...
went qb eh turn...lol...pity aka...fetch me to here n thr ...can say round whole pg island ki liao..lol...
km bo go wif us...so left me n aka go...
met wif elisa...ms ..kk...eujin...^^
pun teh leh...me n aka eh plan si wan go qb to watch TEKKEN eh...
loll..but then...eujin watch jor...kk wan watch SALT...so end up bo watch..
eat wif them...JOHNNY...haha..eat ka ppl wa close shop v ka willing go out..
then leh...kk wan second round..lol...
so they decide to go liverpool..
aka say i look so tired...eyes look so watery...><...so tell them later oni let them knw whether got join them or not...lol...
end up...bcs of me...aka go again..lol...i can feel pun teh eh him si wan bac d...><...
but bcs i dun wan so early reach hs...so...hahahahahha...pity him...
but...for d second time..i feel he so so so ...KIND ki leh..haha...
hav a long chat oso wil all of them at liverpool ...
then...aka send me bac home...tat time edi so late d..lol...
n ..he again...so late ka can bac hs bcs of me..=.=...
last time sega...now liverpool..haha...aka aka...actually u bo aneh cruel n cold blooded eh ...
haha...THX U..AKA !! siao wif me whole day long...
summore so late ka slp...lol

唉。。。

好想念，好想念某个让我崩溃时停留的避风港。。。
好想念，好想念那种似曾相识的感觉。。。
那个他。。。已不在。。
好多好多的委屈想说。。。
但有口难言。。。
想哭，却害怕别人看到自己的软弱。。。
以前，可以在房间。。。或你面前掉泪。。。
现在，没有人可以被相信。。。
可以相信的， 只有自己。。。
世界变灰了。。。
有时，感觉快崩溃了。。。
但却找不到肩膀依偎。。。
找不到可以被相信的倾诉对象。。。
不想一直装坚强， 可是不得不装。。。
只为了不被人看不起，欺负，占便宜，骗。。。
真的很累。。。真假难辩。。。
还有谁愿意轻轻松松。。。天南地北都可以跟我聊。。。
你不在，当我正需要爱。。。你却不在。。。
哈哈。。疯了。。

昨晚， 谢谢你。。
睡了，但还是回复我。。。
感觉昨天的你很不欠打。。。哈哈。。。

steamboat.... n unwanted event !

31st of july...
saturday...3 test tat day !!!
wow...how excited is it !!! haha...
then then..after exam...syok die liao...
time for...STEAMBOAT !!!
own made steamboat !! ahahahaha...
ming chiet..meng jun...ze kun...smal grass...sarah..elisa...eelin..liew peng...cher pin...kwann ming...me...
meriah leh..haha...
then hor...eat eat eat...play play play...
unfortunately...
sing liao abit high...become loud ki...
talk liao abit siao...become loud ki oso...
without realising the time is passing..
v bo notice tat v luan tiok our ( BELOVED HOUSEMATE) !!
but then...for normal person...oso wil come down n ask me or elisa to tell our fren to low down our volume...
mana tau...they DIN wor..!!
then wat they do is leh...POST ALL THOSE FUCKING RUDE WORDS IN FACEBOOK !!!
SANTIAGO DE SEBASTIAN N CHRISTINA DE MARCELINO !!
those COWARD STUFF...Oni they can tink tiok..ESPECIALLY SANTIAGO scold eh word...
 FUCK !
ya...he did tat !! for the first time...i being scolded by A NOT REALLY CLOSE EH ( FREN)!!
normal time..he use my car fetch his little bro...his gf...
use my car petrol without consider HOW EXPENSIVE IS THE PRICE FOR THE PETROL NOWADAYS IS !! i oso lun...bo say anyting...
but now...because of those stuff...
HE SCOLD ALL THOSE HOLLY SHIT WORDS  IN FACEBOOK !!
me leh...is how u treat me...as long as u din step tiok my tail...
i wil cincai cincai to u...
but then..now ...DIFFERENT !!
IS TIME FOR THEM TO PAY BACK !!
since they start my game mode...
I WIL BE THE ONE WHO CONTROL THE GAME on WHEN IT IS END !!