3 paper to go...

three more paper to go ...
one main paper...two resit paper...
marketing...14 chap..n i din even touch one pg of it...
but i knw tat i can NEVER FAIL MY THEORY SUB!!!!
as no matter how i oso wil burn the midnite oil in order to score it..
actually i really din hav confident to pass my QS...
but...there is someone who owiz tell me tat i can do it..
n now i really work hard for it...i m trying to help myself from being fail again..
although oso got ppl feel tat i siao siao din take it seriously..
can u juz giv me support oso ?
every single word tat u said actually wil affect my confident n make me down..
impossible tat i myself oso dun hope to get a PASS for it for tis time ...
is it i m tat kind of person tat really dun knw tink ?
i wil work hard juz to fight for the tings i wan oni ?
wat i wan n aim for actually i knw it clearly...

AZA !! AZA !! FIGHTING !!!

盧學叡 - 可不可以愛我

為什麼如此的安靜
為什麼明明想靠近　卻還在遲疑
努力的我保持鎮定　努力開拓話題　
最後卻潰不成軍

＊為什麼如此的美麗
深刻的烙在心裏　 最溫柔的酷刑
每一天無法不想你　
連閉上眼睛　怎麼都是你

你可不可以愛我　可不可以想我
雖然我對自己沒有一點的把握　
別害怕我難過　告訴我你真實的感受
至少忐忑已告一段落　

你可不可以愛我　可不可以看我
反正看或不看　我依然失魂落魄
成全不是美德　
拒絕也不是一種罪過　
你能給我　
快樂還是寂寞

REPEAT＊

想念燃燒個不停　
我快置身灰燼　
你是我的呼吸　

你可不可以愛我　可不可以想我
雖然我對自己沒有一點的把握　
別害怕我難過　
告訴我你真實的感受　
至少忐忑已告一段落　

你可不可以愛我　
可不可以看我　
反正看或不看　
我依然失魂落魄　
成全不是美德　
拒絕也不是一種罪過　
你能給我　能給我什麼　
快樂還是寂寞

ps: tis song reflex diao my feeling...i so so addicted to tis song...

I HATE OB!!!

again...
i pek cek to myself...
again...
i lepas geram on somone...
hahax..
really guilty nia...
but wat to do...
hahax!!
i hate my brain...
y cnt like scanner like tat ...
scan all the theory in a second...
kek ki nia...
study til last...
stil dun knw wat m i study about...
juz knw wat i study eh is ORGANIZATION BEHAVIOUR !!!!
wan write using comman sense..
tat STUPID LEC say SURE FAILED !!!
wat the ...
OB ...SHIT SUB !!!! I HATE OB !!!!!

无题。。。

i wan watch edison act eh 神枪手。。。
it show up tmr ....
but...i cnt watch it ...
damn it !!!
nid wait til MAY ...
tat time wan jio ppl accom me watch oso hard liao...
haizz...


我。。。好闷。。
为什么。。。
错觉吗??
他对我。。冷了??
还是我又怎么了。。。
怎么。。
觉得好无聊。。。
也许是我习惯了吧。。。

ps:nonsense...simply write...

Empty VS Hopeless..

Exam is juz around the corner...
i totally din hav the motivation tat can push me to study...
haizz...
feels like very EMPTY ...
today is wednesday...
i suppose to go to schl to attend lecturer n also tutorial today..
but ...
i absent again for all classes...
i din even step out from my house..tat mean i whole day stay in house..
i dun knw wat my target is...
wat i hope for...
wat i wan for...
mayb i m HOPELESS><
i knw i cnt continue like tat...wasting my time..
wasting my life n also money from parents...
I WAN CHANGE LIFESTYLE FROM NOW ONWARDS ...
n hope tat i can hav the mood n motivation to do so...

PS: juz simply write to express feeling..it is juz ..TOO BORING...

Sucks exam timetable..Play truant again...

juz now go copy exam time table...
the last resit paper is at 6/5 ...
WAT THE HELL !!!!!!
most of the ppl edi holiday ka dun knw go whr liao..
i stil nid study like hell..=.=|||
mood really bad nia ...
actually i really dun wan resit math...
but wat to do...I FAILED MATH 1 n MATH 2 !! so...haizz..
EXAM...u really CAN MAKE PPL MAD OF IT ...
i wan fast fast holidays fast fast can work..mana zai..
my hope GONE !!! left two weeks holidays...do wat oso cnt ...
all BCS OF RESIT PAPER !!!!!
then..
i ytd ka knw tat my family going to BANGKOK on tis fri..
i ko tot is nex week...
tat mean...i CNT SIAO during my parents not ard !!!!
kek ki ...><
i nid alone stay house for 4-7 days(although my sis din go)...
aikx..
eat alone...sleep alone...all oso alone...can sing AKON eh LONELY liao..hahax
really is ...so hope my bro bo go nia..
like tat ko got ppl buy food for me...but BKL...aikx><
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i start skip all lec for tis week...
actually i oso skip som tutorial...

BAD....

废话篇。。。

心里有个谜。。
我。。。重要吗?
答案。。。
我不知道。。。。
我只是发泄。。。
没心情。。。
为什么? 我不知道。。
只是一堆废话。。。
recently syok tiok a few song...
INSOMNIA...THIS ISN'T LOVE...DAMAGED...爱丫爱丫。。。
i've been a fool...feels like insomnia...
i used to think i would never find the one i can trust ..
siao liao....tats all...