haha...crazy me..

recall back my memory...
there are lots of things that i have never done with all my ex in the past...
LOL...
i never go out shopping with them alone ...but with whole bunch of friends together with HIM...
what i do the most with my ex...
watched movie...
eat ...
gathering with friend together with HIM...
hmmmm...
THAT"S ALL !!!
omg...i could not imagine..hahaha...
memang boring right together with me....hahahahahhahahahaa...
seems like nothing to do with me when paktoh with me...
haha...kinda pity them..
BY THE WAY...FROM my PAST EXPERIENCE...
I DAMN HATE UNDERGROUND LOVE...
go watched movie...need choose different plaza from others...in order to PREVENT FROM BEEN KNOW BY OTHERS ...
really so malang meet tiok friends...
we need separate ourselves from holding each other hands IMMEDIATELY ...
OR...
we need to hide ourselves or run away from been SEEN by OTHERS...
if cannot escape...then...when others ask about...is her your girlfriend ...
he will definitely give an answer...NO..ME AND HER JUST FRIEND...MAI SIAO...
hahahaha....silly right....couple...but does not look exactly like couple from outsider...
means...WE kena HIT SAMPAI MATI ALSO CANNOT ADMIT THAT WE ARE COUPLES...
is kinda suffer actually...
especially...when other guys ask about...are u single ....YOU need to answer..YA...I AM ! especially when whole bunch of friends including him asking this question...
is kinda suffer...when someone belong to YOU...is actually FAR from YOU...but NEAR with OTHER GIRLS...ONLY NEARWITH YOU IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT...
you need to always tell yourselves that...YOU MUST TRUST HIM...HE LOVES YOU TOO although he is always surround with many girls and everyone do gossip about the relationship between HIM and OTHER GIRLS... HAHA !
what you can do is...LIE YOURSELVES AGAIN !
you will feel like...NO SECURITY AT ALL when together with HIM...
even he always telling you that the one he loves is YOU...TRUST HIM....but..
SHOULD YOU CONTINUE TRUST HIM OR SHOULD NOT ??
when this kind of situation last longer...

when YOU started to show YOUR DISTRUST TOWARDS HIM...
the situation GET WORST !! haha....
so....I WON''T WANT TO STEP INTO UNDERGROUND RELATIONSHIP AGAIN !! NEVER !!!

should appreciate the guy that really love you..stay right beside YOU when you are sad ..happy...
the guy that share everything with you...the guy that will worry about you when you back home late...
the guy that will care about what you feels...what you talk...the guy that will lay out his true feeling to you and ONLY TO YOU...the guy that will give you chances to said your things but not him said about himself all the while...the guy that really show his support to you when you need him by his action...
IS HARD TO FIND OUT SUCH GUY ...LOL...
i failed to find one too...thats why..I AM STILL SINGLE ! FOR REAL ! hahhahahahahahaha

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